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Hey! Hey! Hey!

2011-09-30T17:57:00.000+08:00

Long time no post. Hehe. Been very busy working and working this past few weeks due to oDesk. Well, I'm enjoying every revisions client have made through my projects. They are telling me it's great but then after so many revisions, my design is re-designed. What-The-Ef?!

Whew! Received tons of blessings for this month. God is good, all the time! And September is goddamn loved! Today is last day of September. Will October be as generous as my September? We'll see!

Time flies. Time flies only when I'm enjoying what I'm doing. Err. I think anyone knows that and feel that as well huh. So now I'm realizing the fact that I'm enjoying my current work, however, I'm yearning for more challenge. Duh? What challenge pa ba sam? You're waking up early, not just early, super early. More challenging than that? Whew! Basta, I'm not satisfied pa yet I know I will be, in perfect time. Hopefully. :)

R.A.N.D.O.M:
- I always reminded by this phrase how good I am ~ "Goodluck Samuel. Alam kong malayo ang mararating mo." Sir Abet, I miss you Sir! :)
- ASEC Family! I sooo goddamn miss working with you again. I know someday we'll meet again. Yung tipong mayayaman na tayo kasi nakawala na tayo sa ASEC, the most loved company. :)
- Designer or developer? Still confused at the moment.
- Him or him? Busted! :D
- 2 clients serving at the moment! Weee. Clients clients! WELCOME! "Hi Sharmagne, GREAT start so far, I really like it! The quality is great!" -Mr.Dave (40)
- Won design contest for the second time. Hoping for the early arrival of my first investment. :)
- Totally Random.

All for now! :)

Namimiss kita :>

2011-09-18T11:36:00.000+08:00

Good you have moved on. Normal lang naman siguro mamiss kita. :>

Will watch Haley Reinhart later at ATC. Lalala <3

So? Now What?

2011-09-16T21:24:00.000+08:00

"Free Globe Customer Advisory: From Sept 16-18, pay only P75 for unlimited texts + 150 mins of calls to Globe/TM valid for 7days.To register, text SUPERCOMBO75 to 8888."

1 week na nya kong nauto. At mukang magpapauto na naman ako sa kanya this week. Well, kesa naman araw araw akong naka sulitxt. Mas matipid na ung 75. :)

Hmm. Wala naman gaano nangyari this week. At walang mangyayari this weekend. Tss. Re-sched lahat sa first weekend ng october. So pano un? Jam-packed ang 2 at 3 ko. Sana naman matuloy. :(

RANDOM 09162011
* Akalain mong namimiss ko ang ASEC? Oh, yung mga friends ko sa asec pala :)
* Bakit ganun? Nauna pa sila? T___T Sana ako din makapunta dun. (JOB related)
* He's not interested! Can't you get it! Napakaobvious nya na kaya. :/

What a long day indeed! Such a bitter-sweet Friday.

2011-09-09T23:57:00.000+08:00

(NOTE: This is published through here.)

Saved as episodic memory as well. :)
*Yey! Cut-off.*

Damn WordPress! Bakit walang font selection? Ano? Necessary pa na i-code ko lahat ng post? Haays. Hindi marunong makisama. Panira ng araw. Amf. >:(

Oh, btw, back to the topic. I had a long Friday. Soobra! Probably this will be a super-long-rant. Or a slightly-long-rant for today. So after ng almost 2 months kong pananahimik, babasagin ko sya today in this post.

Okay. We've been together for a year, well, almost a year. *My recent company* They kicked me out 4 days before I become regular employee. And yes, I'm a "bit" bitter kasi I'm not well prepared. Pero nangyari na e and somehow thankful pa rin ako kasi naging malaking part sya ng buhay ko. Sya bumuo at nagbigay buhay sa career/path na tinatahak ko ngayon which is I like naman. There are these unacceptable reasons lang talaga na they keep on reasoning out which make things even worst. I will not mention it nalang here. Baka maging controversial ang blog ko sa kanila. :))

So far eto palang ang pinakamagandang company na encounter ko in terms of environment hindi management. Frankly speaking, bobo ang management nila. They don't know how to take good care of talents. Hindi ba nila narerealize yun? :| Oh well, it's their loss naman. If it is. :) (Actually, 2 pa lang kasi nagiging work ko. :))) Ngayon I'm happy na with my current company though I consider it as a work, no longer a career. May flaws din na talaga naman iba kaysa sa Asec. Pero siguro nga hindi lahat ng company perfect. And we need to accept it nalang para tumagal ka sa industry. To cut this short, I will surely miss Asec Asia and my Asec family as well. I almost cried when I peeked at the graphics department. I think that would be my last visit in Asian Star.

So far, so good. Makati is too kind to me. Wala pa naman near-to-death-incident while crossing the road. :) And September is generous though. Just got my Final pay and can now withdraw my 'paypal-monetary'. Kaya naman I'm hoping na mabili ko na yung SLR na afford ko. Kitams, 'afford', hindi gusto. :)

For today, I just wanna say thank you Miss Steppanie Murillo for giving me your precious time and the opportunity to be good listener. I had a great time with you! See you when I see you. :)

I'll be transferring! :D

2011-09-06T19:27:00.001+08:00

A'ryt! No more intro, i'll be transferring to another 'blog-hosting' here. It is updated, however, the theme and other thingy that you can notice is really out of date! No time yet for revamping, however, wordpress is theme-user- friendly because they have custom designs to choose from. (CSS styles and designs do have costs. Too expensive I must say.) BUT WAIT, THERE'S MORE! If ever wordpress and I don't get along well, I'll be staying here. Yes here! :D

Okay then, a long day! Early out. 3PM. Yiha! :)

Off to bed. Lalala~

Okay now, 200th post: If he likes you, your instinct tells you. Go with your gut. Don't let your logic tell you any different.

2011-09-05T19:35:00.009+08:00

200th? So? Something special? Naaah. I just don't want to waste time thinking another title for today. A'ryt then, 3 consecutive days of blogging. Isn't that great? I'm improving! After revamping the layie, I can totally say I'm back blogging! Hooray to the not-so-new-blogger! :D

Another rant for today. (Am I procrastinating?) Hehe. Today is not a long day. Well, everyday is always short for me. I woke up, I eat, I work, I go home then sleep. What a 'COBOL-like-rtn', simple and boring. Walang adventure! :)) And earlier while working, I can manage to read my blog from the start (06-07-2008). And this post about kit caught my attention. Here are some part[s] since it is a bit longer than I expected.
Here are some things to look for to know when a girl or a guy likes you:
1. Keep an eye on how many times you catch her/him staring at you
2. Take notice of whether s/he smiles at you a lot.
3. Look for whether s/he focuses on you in a crowd.
4. Observe if s/he has suddenly taken more interest in your friends.
5. Pay attention to any significant changes in her/his behavior toward you recently.
6. Start showing her/him a bit more interest and see how they respond.
7. Have a friend talk to her/him or one of her/his friends about you.
8. Ask, '[name], are you interested in me?'
Tips: Hopefully you will not have to use steps 7 or 8, but if you're having difficulty reading her/him, these steps are your last resort! Remember, this is not an exact science, and it may take a few mistakes to perfect your technique.
I read it thrice today. And thinking of reading it tomorrow. :)) Here is another line: "He will make you feel special. He will be romantic. He will not move too fast. He will consider your feelings and take things slow." And here is why girls are always left confused: "Sometimes a guy who likes you can behave in a very confusing way and be hard to understand. It might make you wonder whether they like you or hate you." And most girls can tell if a guy likes them. If you get the feeling that he likes you, you're probably right.

If he likes you, your instinct tells you. Go with your gut. Don't let your logic tell you any different.

PS: Please don't make me fall without the intention of catching me. Are we clear on that? *Hopefully!*

I'm not into playing

2011-09-04T19:48:00.012+08:00

Another randomness for today, the 4th of Sept. Sigh! Too much of dillydallying not in front of pc but in tv. Duh! I really want to update the design for this blog. However, I am not getting along well with css and html. I badly missed them. And I barely met xhtml. Poor me. Sigh! I think it will take months of updating this d*mn layie. Geez! Sorry visitors, though I really want to change the looks, there is really nothing I can do for now. I don't even want to just download template. Sigh!

Off topic. Oh, the real reason for posting I must say. :)
I had been very busy this past few weeks (err, weekends though) due to someone. Err, yeah. I just realized earlier that I only blog when I'm single. Yay! That's why I'm not into blogging the past 2 years because I'm committed. I really do wonder why as well.

Okay then, too long for an intro. So there was this guy I am liking right now. (Wow! Peak already? :))) We go out every Saturday so that's our day I guess. (Wtf, did I just typed 'our'??) Err. I don't know. I think he don't know either *sob*. It just happens. (Gaaah. Do I really have to say this?) I'm blogging right now that's why you can't say I'm in a relationship. Tss! Anu ba tong mga tinatype ko?! Malamang wala akong jowa, wala naman nagtatanong at sasagutin kong tanong pa e. T_T

I had been brokenhearted recently. (Last week of August) I dunno if this is just my coping mechanism or whatsoever it is but I'm starting to love what is happening. Gadeymit! Now I don't know if I am assuming. If I am expecting too much. I never had a clue. He never give me enough clue for me to expect something more but then I am expecting too much. It’s like 'i do the move', 'i do the move', 'i do the move', 'he respond'. Duh! 3:1?! Now I'm totally insane. T_T Too much of a too much ei? I can't clarify things out. Maybe not now. :'(

So now I am left confused. As always. :'(

Edits: Why are they liking my current relationship status [fb]? They keep on liking it. :))

Witty Moment

2011-09-04T00:47:00.004+08:00

One day a policeman stopped a motorist who had just gone through a four way stop sign and was about to give him a ticket when the motorist said, "Officer you can't give me a ticket for that!'
"Why not?" said the officer.
"Because although I did not stop I slowed right down and its almost the same."
"But you did not stop," replied the officer, "and the sign says STOP."
"But the way was clear and it was safe," argued the motorist.
The officer then pulls out his baton and starts hitting the motorist.
"What are you doing!" yells the motorist in surprise.
Answers the officer: "Do you want me to slow down or stop?"

-- Just a witty intro for this really late update post for today. (I know its the 4th. This is supposedly posted by the 3rd. Grrr!)

Here goes the real topic!

Blog finally updated. However, since I'm an artist now, *a graphic designer I must say*, I'd better dress my blog a new design. Something powerful! Fortunately, I don't have those time yet since I am very busy working and thinking of not working and go into the work i'm into. D*mn work! Why left me confused always? :( I'm not into procrastination anyway that's why I don't have much time blogging. Err, yea, blogging is a way of procrastinating for me. Lively and productive indeed! :) Tss. Mind changed. I will dress this blog a better one as soon as I am into procrastination. A'ryt!

Well, too much of an intro. I will now be updating my blog occasionally. Not for your stalking boy, but for me to let go of something in my mind. Something that are meant sharing, I know right. :)

Off topic randomness:

• Yay! I've been blogging for years. 3 years already. And my theme is 2 years of age! LOL.

• Witty moment - Can't think of a better title for this one. Sorry lah.

• Confused about my current work and my future work. It's really bothering me.

• Confused about this guy as well. I dunno what is happening now. Am I assuming? Dang. False affection, BACK OFF!

• Opened blogger and YM! today. What a way to start my day. I miss my good old friends HTML and CSS. As well as my colorful text in YM! Haha.

• Going out with you every Saturday feels great! I hope u feel the same way too.

• I miss the yahoo buzz! Haha.

• D*mn phone off to garbage. A'ryt! I have no cam phone right now.

• DP in FB is a bit outdated. I'm pretty sure I gain cuteness right now. :3

• I know someone who's stalking me, better leave a mark then from now on. :)

• Oh God! Too much randomness.

• PS: I have this tags since college, Better refrain from using tags? Naaah. Will still use it! Funny though. Haha.

Off to bed. Lalala. ♥

"ALL THE BEST!"

2011-09-02T22:22:00.000+08:00

Isang scene kanina habang nagmamadali akong pumasok sa festival mall.

May nakita kong polo na super familiar. Err, yeah. Green stripes polo na lumulutang sa gitna habang papalapit sakin.

Wow! Si Annielush nga. :)) At napansin nya rin ako! Akalain mu un.

Sya: Oh hey! Do you have work already?

Ako: Yes Sir!

Sya: Where?

Ako: I'm working in Makati Sir!

Sya: Oh really? Where do you live?

Ako: *takes 2 seconds before I answer* Cavite po.

*HONKS*

Sya: Good for you. All the best!

Ako: Thanks sir!

At nakabig grin akong naglalakad sa festi. Haha. Wula lan. Bakit? :3

PS [off topic] :

* Nahihirapan akong magdesisyon! DANG! Ang bait mo talaga september! :'(

* Namiss ko ang magblog! Weee. Will be back blogging pag hnd na super busy. :)

* Fix me. I'm broken.

CHANGE SCHED: I will surely miss you! T.T

2011-08-03T23:55:00.000+08:00

A'ryt! So first day, 10 minutes late. Ayos! :))

The Girl in the Septic Tank

2011-07-29T23:54:00.000+08:00

Haha :) Interesado ako dito :))

Ang Babae sa Septic Tank chronicles a day in the life of three ambitious, passionate but misguided filmmakers as they set out to do a quick pre-prod at Starbucks, a courtesy call to their lead actress, Eugene Domingo, and an ocular inspection of their film's major location, the Payatas dumpsite. Director Rainier, Producer Bingbong and Production Assistant Jocelyn are well-to-do, well-educated film school graduates who are dead set on making an Oscar worthy film. They believe they have a winning script, the energy and the drive to make their dreams come true. Like most filmmakers they know, they have devised a screenplay that will show the real essence of our culture: poverty. In the course of one day, they brainstorm and exhaust all possible treatment of their project: the story of Mila (Eugene Domingo), a mother from the slums, who out of desperation to survive, has sold her child to a pedophile. As they discuss the possible executions of the story, the movie-within-a-movie gets reborn in Jocelyn's imagination several times. As a gritty no frills neo-realist film, as a glossy musical, as an over-the-top melodrama and as a docu drama using non-actors. For their last task of the day, they visit the dumpsite for the first time. As filmmakers gunning for authenticity, they get excited with the "beauty" of the squalor around them. Soon enough, they are faced with reality as they come face to face with the real effects of their chosen subject. Babae sa Septic Tank is a comedy about misguided ambitions, the art of making art and the romanticization of poverty.

Tara! Nood tayo! :D

Sticky note!

2011-07-09T23:53:00.000+08:00

Dear God, I don't know your plan for me and at times it can be scary, but I know you have a purpose for me and everything I am going through is for good reason. Amen.

Makati. Be good to me! Puh-lease!

kaya mo yan! si sam ka e :)

2011-05-04T23:53:00.000+08:00

Oh gawd! Kung ayaw nyo ng negative na sign, eto na positive na toh this time. Okay? Okay! :D

"You can never cross the ocean unless you have the courage to lose sight of the shore" -Christopher Columbus

2011-04-07T09:52:00.000+08:00

In order to grow and to experience, one must leave his comfort-zone. Very often this means that you have to do what you are afraid of in order to find what you didn’t know you were looking for. This takes a lot of courage.

Ask yourself, who would Columbus be today if he hadn’t had the courage to lose sight of the shore back then?

Now I can say I have moved on. (:

I miss you from the second you leave my side to the last moment before i see you again.

2011-03-30T23:51:00.000+08:00

lalala <3

BEACH! I sooo miss you. Kailan ba kita makakadaupang palad?? :))

2011-03-24T23:50:00.000+08:00

Puro plano, hindi naman matuloy. Badtrip!

Capital D-A-N-G!

2011-03-15T23:50:00.000+08:00

(1) Check gmail.

(2) Wow!

(3) Read message from carreers.

(4) :)

(5) :|

(6) >:(

(7) F*&%^%&*%(*%

(8) Check back jobstreet link.

(9) ANNOYED.

(10) F&**^%$

(11) Leche! Nawala antok ko. :))

In short:

Ang requirements photoshop at flash. Taz hinanapan ako ng portfolio ng after effects.

TSSSS! Anu kaya un? :))

So-Called Competitive Cover Letter ü

2011-03-14T23:49:00.000+08:00

BANGIS!

Makati/ Mandaluyong/ Pasay/ Shaw/ Ortigas/ Paranaque/ Pasig

Oh gawd! Isang malaking Goodluck! ü

It's None Of Your Business [:

2011-03-07T23:49:00.000+08:00

Di kasalanan ng isa tao na pag-usapan siya. Problema na un ng mga makasalanang mata na di muna inaalam ang kwento sa likod ng nakikita nila.

Climax

2011-02-28T23:48:00.000+08:00

Regretfully, we are unable to consider you for a suitable position at this time, but should an opportunity arise in the future, we will certainly contact you.

*ouch

Employed kasi ako e :'(

2011-02-23T18:02:00.000+08:00

Namimiss ko na maging student.

Yung nagbabayad ng 6php sa jeep.

Yung nagising ng madaling araw para karirin ang pagrereview para sa midterms at final exam.

Yung naglalakwacha sa SM araw2 pagtapos ng klase.

Yung paghingi ng baon.

Yung mga gasuhan pag vacant time.

Yung mga tropa na walang kasing imba.

Yung pangongopya ng answer sa katabi pag walang maisagot sa exam.

Yung hands on na nagpapaunahan makapagparun ng program.

Yung mga prof na hnd ako ibinagsak.

Yung panahon na nagtitisis na sana e nagprogram ako para maalam ako sa programming.

Yung time na pinaparte ang rereviewhin at mangongopya sa katabi nung nireview nila.

Yung time na papasok ng late.

Yung papasok taz makikipagdaldalan lang sa kaklase habang nagtuturo ang mabait na prof.

Yung kumakaen pa sa oras ng klase.

Yung walang kamatayang recitation na hindi masagot sagot.

Yung mga events sa school na kahit kailan hindi ako naging aktibo.

Yung mga taong plastik na akala mo anghel. Yung pagsimoy araw2 sa crush.

Yung mga tambay moment. Yung pagkain ng adobo sa bahay ng groupmate ko.

Yung high heels kong black shoes at green na uniform. (green uniform since high school)

Namimiss ko ng sumayaw. :)

Yung marimba at lyre.

Yung pagsama sa parada.

Haays. Magenroll kaya ulit ako? (:

Kung dati kasi pag walang pasok, MASAYA. Ngayong employed ka na, pag wlang pasok, walang sahod. DAMN!

I believe in love. SRSLY! (:

2011-02-14T05:46:00.000+08:00

Alam nyo nakakatawang isipin kung paano nasasabi ko sa sarili ko na "I believe in love." Nakakatawa sya kasi sa buong buhay ko, ni wala pa yatang nagpakita sa akin o nagparamdam ng lintek na pagmamahal na yan. Ang ibig kong sabihin yung pagmamahal na tipong nakakabaliw.

Sabi pa nga minsan nung isa, "We're better off as friends." PUCHA! Kaibigan?! Sa lahat ng ginawa ko para sa kanya at sa lahat ng sinakripisyo ko, kaibigan lang pala ang habol nya sa akin. Ano ba ito lokohan lang? Pero sige, sabi ko "move on, move on."

Tapos itong isa naman sabi "Mabait lang ako sa babae kaya ako ganito sa iyo." Lalong masakit! Bakit? Hanep naman kasi. Bibisitahin ka linggo-linggo sa bahay, magiging sweet sa iyo, kakantahan ka pa , yayakapin, hahalikan at higit sa lahat sasabihing napakaganda mo at napakabait at ano ba yun 'special' girl ka sa kanya. Hindi mo aakalain na normal lang pala nyang ginagawa yun. Ikaw naman, mafofall ka, hindi mo mapigilan. Pero wala ka namang magawa. Ang sabi ko naman sa sarili ko ngayon, "it's your loss, not mine."

Yung iba naman, eh di syempre manliligaw. At dahil likas akong dalagang Pilipina, papakipot muna ako . Kung kailan mo na sasagutin, saka naman hihinto. Bakit? Aakalain na hindi mo sya gusto, na pinaasa mo lang at wala kang kabalak-balak sagutin. Guys, isang advice lang, hindi naman kayo paaasahin ng mga babae kung wala silang gusto ni katiting sa inyo. Maaaring mali ako, pero karamihan sa amin, kaya pinapatagal eh dahil gusto kayong subukan kung hanggang saan ang tagal nyo at syempre kung gaano kayo kaseryoso. Yan lang naman ang drama namin, masanay na kayo. At ano naman ang sabi ko naman sa sarili ko ngayon? "Bahala ka! Marami pa naman dyang iba!" Tapos sige move on ulit.

Ito ang pamatay sa lahat. Nanligaw si lalaki, sinagot ni babae. Maganda na sana ang relationship tapos isang araw, sasabihin na lang sa iyo, "Hindi ko na kaya. Tapusin na natin ito." Iniwan ka na lang basta ng dahil sa isang dahilang hindi mo malunok, maintindihan at tanggapin. Ni hindi mo alam kung gusto mong sabunutan o suntuk-suntukin ng paulit-ulit baka sakaling matauhan at sabihin nyang, "Joke lang po." Pero hindi. Sa halip na sya ang makaramdam ng sakit ng sabunot at kirot ng suntok, ikaw pa ang halos mamatay sa triple or higit pang sakit. At ang masakit pa kinabukasan malalaman mo na ang tunay na dahilan eh, 'sila' na ng matalik mong kaibigan. PUCHA! Hindi mo alam kung iiyak ka, o sisigaw ka o susugurin mo ang your so-called "bestfriend" at isumbat sa kanya lahat ng nararamdaman mo . Sa huli, wala kang magawa kung hinde tanggapin ang lahat at maging masaya para sa kanila. May magagawa ka pa ba? Sasabihin mo naman sa sarili mo, "Makakarma rin kayo! " tapos hala, move on ulit.

Nakakapagod magmahal, totoo yan. Pero bakit pa rin ako patuloy na naghihintay? Masyado lang ba ang tiwala ko sa pag-ibig o likas na tangengot lang talaga ako. Pareho yata. Tama, oo, pareho nga. Ang lakas kasi ng tiwla ko sa 'love." Tipong kakambal ko na ba.

Masarap magmahal kahit na hindi mo alam kung mahal ka rin nya. Basta ikaw, mahal mo sya. Yun lang ang importante. Makita mo lang sya, feel mo gusto mong magpa-fiesta. Madikitan mo lang ang sinulid ng damit nya, ang sasabihin mo sa sarili mo, "Ay shet! Nadikit ako sa balat nya!" at sabay talon.Ngitian ka lang nya, pwede ka ng magpasagasa sa kotse or kahit sa LRT. Drama noh?

Paano pa kaya kung "kayo" na? Eh di mas lalong humaba ang buhok mo. Andito na yung lagi nilang sinasabing hindi ka makakain, hindi ka makatulog at hindi ka makapag-isip na kahit na ano maliban lang ang mga pantasya mo na kasama sya.

Madrama na kung sa madrama pero pag in-love, ay sus! Walang corny-corny, basta para sa kanya kahit may corn field ka na sa utak at puso mo, wala kang pakialam. Patuloy kang magmamahal at aasa na kayo na nga sana forever and ever.

Ako? Parang takot na yata akong ma-in-love ulit. Parang takot na akong sumubok pa ng isa. Parang ayoko na! Pero parang hindi tama. Ganyan naman sa 'love' diba? Sige lang, tuloy ka hangga't Makita mo ang katapat mo.

Takot man akong sumubok muli, kakayanin ko ang takot na ito. Hindi para sa akin, kundi para dun sa taong mamahalin ako ng higit pa sa kahit na ano. Yung taong aalagaan ako, taong magsasabi na maganda ako kahit na halos lumuwa na ang mata ko sa puyat at yung taong magsasabi na "Mga 'tol, yan ang girlfriend ko. Iisa lang yan sa buhay ko." HAAAYYY!!! Sarap isipin noh?

Masarap at masakit umibig. Magkakambal yan. Nasa inyo na lang kung pipiliin nyong kumapit o bumitaw.

Ngayon eto ako, umaasa pa rin. Andito pa rin ako na nagpapatuloy sa buhay, patuloy na humihinga at patuloy na nabubuhay para sa 'kanya' yung taong darating na para lang sa akin. At syempre eto pa rin ako, natatawa kapag sinasabi kong, "I believe in love." Natatawang naniniwalang totoo ito.

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY EARTHLINGS!

HAPPY SINGLE AWARENESS DAY TO ALL SINGLES OUT THERE (:

Confused?

2011-02-12T23:54:00.000+08:00

"Never be afraid to try something new. Remember, amateurs built the ark; professionals built the Titanic."

Keep thinking. Keep thinking. Oh gawd. Ang hina ko talaga sa decision making skills. Lagi may regrets pag nagdedecide ako. Dang!

MANTRA

2011-02-11T20:10:00.000+08:00

mantra (ˈmæntrə, ˈmʌn-)

is a sound, syllable, word, or group of words that are considered capable of "creating transformation" (cf. spiritual transformation).

Mantra during our thesis days: "Nothing is impossible with God."

Another mantra during my current work: "I can be a perfect employee if YOU are the perfect boss!"

Well, are you? ;)

Love Drunk

2011-02-01T17:59:00.000+08:00

Lahat ng bagay pwedeng makasanayan.

Pag nasanay ka sa ibang bagay na laging andiyan.

Matututunan mo ring makasanayan wala na yan.

Ayy jusko. Kahirap! :))

TGIF?

2011-01-28T23:43:00.000+08:00

Basag pa rin. *iyak

"May tamang panahon ang paglimot, maaring mauna siya at makahanap agad ng iba.

Masaktan ka man, hindi yun sapat na dahilan para manggamit ng iba para kalimutan siya."

Bang! Guilty Beyond A Reasonable Doubt!

2011-01-13T23:42:00.000+08:00

Hell yea. I'm aware. (:

"May mga bagay na kahit gusto mo, kailangan mong bitiwan.

May mga tao na kahit na papasaya ka ay kailangan iwasan.

May mga desisyon na dapat gawin kahit napipilitan.

At may mga pagkakataon na kapag ginawa mo ang tama,

ikaw ang mahihirapan dahil may mga bagay na kapag pinagpilitan,

sa huli, ikaw rin ang masasaktan."

*aray.*

O di ak...

E kung magmadre nalang kaya ako? ^____^

2010-11-28T22:47:00.001+08:00

"If you'd take the risk, I guess you wont regret it naman.

You'll learn from it. And if it wont work, at least you tried. :)"

- Cheri Scofield

A'rytie gel. So where the hell did you find this quote? HahaxD

I've been longing for someone who can give me an advice as witty as this. ^___^

Your thoughts are highly appreciated gel. Love yah! (:

So, this note was supposedly posted yesterday. I'm a bit out of my mind last night and thought it will be better to post today rather than yesterday. (:

November 27, 2010 will be saved as an episodic memory as well. I missed those guys who have witnessed all my weaknesses and strengths during my college days as well as my happiest and saddest moments. Who have shared their episodic memories to me too. Whom I slept with during our thesis days. And someone I still love until now? Gaaaah. A'ryt. No more denials. I really missed them all and yes, especially him. ♥

To be honest, I'm still confused as of the moment. I really dunno what I will do. Decision making is really the hardest thing. Kaya nga humingi na ko ng sign sa Kanya e. I'm thinking about this the whole day. He's bothering me since yesternight. Pati sarili ko niloloko ko na if I will say na siguro nga namiss ko lang sya kaya ganito yung reactions ko. I'm still inlove, I know. Duh. Kanina ko pa gustong umalis sa bahay para lang hindi nila makitang umiiyak ako. But then, nothing happened. Nagpigil lang ako ng tears. Oha! Since last week gusto ko ng ngumalngal due to loads of emotional problems. Whew!*cries* Napakaiyakin ko talaga ever. *cries harder*

And now, I therefore conclude, I must think about this over and over again. However, having answered yes will make me happy. * I think* Sigh! *cries*

Huwag mong kakalimutan na kahit nag-iba
Hindi ako tumigil magmahal sayo sinta

*A note from my FB (: Off to bed.

Naaah. Not Much :))

2010-11-07T09:54:00.002+08:00

"Ano Sam? Stalker lang?"

Haha xD And so I'm stalking again? Whew! Looked at his profile for about an hour now. From 11.2010 til 06.2009. Stalker? Naaah. Not much :))

After a month :'(

2010-09-01T23:15:00.001+08:00

What the hell?! Last post, August 1? Whew! Can't believe I haven't blog for a month. Sigh! Been taking long OT's this past few weeks. Very busy weekends as well. No time for blogging anymore. *cries Oh well. Will try to update this starting now, err yeah, BER month. ^___^ I really can feel the warm breeze *still*. Haha!

Will also try to update my layout as well. This layout is almost 2 years of age. Whew! I'm too lazy to create new one because I don't have time to open my PS. After working with mac, I really can feel that this PC is so super slow ever. Takes about a minute or two to open PS. And hangs when I am going to type texts. How pathetic! Arrgh!

Well anyways, updates on my work. Err. Not at the bottom of PQR list but then still on Quadrant C. Have never passed the Quality Rating yet. *frowns

Oh my, I miss programming. Err. The web part anyways. I miss HTML, CSS and Javascript. Now I don't know if I still have those knowledge in coding! I don't know if I am able to code in notepad without the help of my bestfriend google. Waaaaa. The hell?! I'm not learning anymore! *cries Sigh! Will definitely try to learn something new everyday. Hopefully! :')

A'ryt. Been liking this guy that likes me as well. Officemate ei? He's not head turner. Swear! Haha. Kidding aside, hmm, yeah, I'm a bit comfortable talking to him. I hope he to me as well. ^___^ Haha. There are loads of happy things happened last week. Gaaah! I think 5 hours of typing in straight English is not enough! Whew! Hopefully I can find time sharing it here. Off to bed! Gotta catch some Z's! Goodnight readers! *smiles

Month Of August!

2010-08-01T10:09:00.003+08:00

Waaa. This blog is really outdated! Deym! I wanna update everyday but then OT sucks! Whew!

Well anyways, i missed spending time with my imba tropa last Fri. I miss them a lot. T___T I thought that meeting is already postponed so I take a long OT. Whew! I am disappointed. Really.

Hmm. So I received my first salary in my work last July 30, 2010. Not so satisfying though. Enough for the groceries and 2 weeks allowance. And today, Sunday, I am expected to work. But then here I am, blogging. LOL! Will be going to unwind later. Off to somewhere. <3

PS: I no longer have a crush on him. ^____^ get over it anyways!

EDITS as of 12:05AM (08/02/2010)

I just love Sundays! Just watched Inception earlier with You-Know-Who. The move was great! The movie was cool! Two thumbs up for the movie! Weeee.

And this image really simplifies the plot of the movie! ASTIG!

Credits to:

http://dehahs.deviantart.com/#/d2unnlj

http://i30.tinypic.com/qs88ja.jpg

2wenty3 ^____^

2010-07-23T20:50:00.002+08:00

Gaaah. 23 is not loved anymore. ^__^

Well anyways, almost a week of no updates. Been busy this week due to work. Yes, finally I'm working. An employee already ei :) Signed the contract last Monday! Whew! Love the people at work actually. They are nice *so far.

I really miss blogging :'(

Sigh. *yawns :) Need to sleep now. Early to bed because early to rise. Goodnight! :)

PS:

* I've been stalking this guy since Saturday. He seems so nice and adorable ei. ^___^ However, assuming really disappoint me. Gaaah. Hindi ko na nga talaga kakaririn. T___T

Gaaah.

2010-07-18T21:05:00.002+08:00

Whew! What a week. Welcome Monday! New world, new environment, new people and new friends! Waaaa. So this is it. Will start working *for real* tomorrow. Hoping for a wonderful Monday though weekends are so depressing. Will no longer be working with my old friends. Sigh.

Don't expect me to be happy. Perhaps need to move on. Whew!

PS: When I'm depressed, I eat a lot, I sleep a lot. I hope I'm depressed all the time. It helps me anyways. :'(

- Damn! I look at your fb profile for more than an hour. Thanks for accepting anyways. I "crush" you na. :)

Saaaad.

2010-07-13T20:42:00.002+08:00

Gaah. What a sad Tuesday for me. Will be working alone starting on Monday. Whew! Not totally alone but not with my same old friends na :( We are assigned into two different teams. I have never expected this thing would happen. However, I want to look at the bright side. I can meet new acquaintances and friends. Hoping for a lasting relationship with them. I will miss the BIG SIX :( We'll be seeing them if and only if there is an OT. Waaaa. So sad. :(

And now, I'm looking forward to contract signing. And after that, we'll be taking another long path of our lives, not totally different to each other but a bit distinct. *Gaaah. It's the SAME!. LOL

So I'm a bit emo right now. I really hope I'll enjoy my future circle of friends. Sigh! Goodnight! :(

I Ai Anime 2010

2010-07-11T19:31:00.000+08:00

Wooohooo! This is actually the first time I went inside SM Megamall - Megatrade Hall. I usually passed by this mall when going to my brothers' university (UP Diliman). And yes, my first time to go to a convention. I actually enjoyed the day! Not knowing what to say and do when we want to take pix from cosplayers are the most wonderful thing happened. LOL.

So the day started at 2PM. I went to enice's house. Wait for her till she get ready. Go to paseo and ride the bus. After 30 minutes riding the bus, we arrived at the MRT Magallanes Station. And take note, it's cherry's first time to ride on a train. :) We directly go to the comfort room then directly straight ahead to Megatrade hall 1 - 5th floor.

So here are some of the images. :)

First Attempt :)

With Lili ei? *Tekken*

This is what we call EFFORT! (^___^)

I really dunno what character he is portraying. Hmm. *Still Wonders

She's really familiar. I dunno where I saw her. Hmm.

Hetalia: PRUSIAaaaa. :)

Nicey pose. Cute pic. Sorry Cherry ^^

Really Sorry Cherry. ^__^ This is actually my FB profile picture :)

RAWR :))

Haha. This kid is such a cutie. Though she is kind of annoyed, she still gives people the chance to pose with her. :))

Feeling close senpai ei?? :))

Who are you anyways?? Me wonders... :))

Naruto is such a cutie. LOL.

Had my dinner at Mang Inasal :)

On our way home. What a tiring day. :)

IMBA

2010-07-09T22:45:00.004+08:00

Hell yeah. Meet my college tropa. From left to right: Gregory Thomas Espino, Vernice Mapanoo, Kester Hendrick Montoya, YOURS TRULY, Gian Carlo Dotarot, Cherry Postrado and Kristian Raymundo. Whew! My IMBA friends from first year to fourth year of my college life. I'm currently missin' them as of this moment. Almost two months since the last time we go out as a whole. But now, we're too busy on doing things we have to do. We all have our own jobs to attend to. *NOSEBLEED* haha. Sorry grammar freaks! ^^ English carabao. Wahahaha. Oh well, whatever! :)

All for now, have to sleep early. My eye bags are noticeable already! Deym!

Happiest Monday So Far

2010-07-05T23:14:00.006+08:00

Monday had never been the happiest day of the week since it is the beginning of an exhausting week. However, today, Monday is the happiest so far since it is ter's day and of course, Eclipse day! :))

It is ter's 21st birthday today and luckily, we're [ GELfrends ] the one he chose to be with during this part of his life. ^.^ TER! Happy happy birthday! We had fun! :) Thanks a lot!

So the day started with a bang. I woke up late as usual without performing my daily morning routine since it is REST DAY! Yes! At 2 PM we arrived at the PUP Campus since we have to get our alumni ID first. Ultimate laughing out loud! Dammit! Pag may problema ka, tingnan mo lang ang ID mo at sasaya ka na! That's what you can feel if you have seen our ID. After 20 - 30 minutes of roaming around my beloved campus, we decided to go SM and wait for our boyfriend, birthday boy. :) After 1 hour of waiting, finally he arrived! :)) We ate lunch at Shakey's. *TREAT*

Super thanks ter for your treat! :)

We took pictures as well. Naaah. Cam addicts ei. Haha. We love analogous colors anyways! Weeee. Pink , PinkPurple and Purple. Nyahaha. :))

My GELFriends.

Twilight: Eclipse

We also bought cinema tickets for Twilight: Eclipse. Well, anyways, we watched the movie once only since we got there at 5PM. The movie was COOL! The characters are HOT! Haha. We envy Alices' choker in the movie and pursue to achieve it. And yes! After looking for some materials, we went home and perform do-it-yourself. :)) Here is the final product!

Weeee. Alices' choker. :)

So that's all for now. :) Have a wonderful night guys! Mwaaaa. :)

Day Status: COMPLETE! :)

Had a great Sunday

2010-07-04T23:04:00.003+08:00

Yey! Weekend almost done. Exhausting week is coming again. Hope to survive week long. :)

I had a great Sunday. Had a date with my brother at festival. Went there for a shopping. And eat noodles and sundae! Weee. Something happened earlier. Oh just forget it! It's not worth blogging anyways. :)

Day status: almost complete. Gaaah. It's not yet! :( And I'm annoyed! D%&*.

PS: Just got 5 visitors yesterday. Gaaah! I forgot to post the tagboard. T__T

The End is Just the Beginning

2010-07-03T23:14:00.002+08:00

End of contract in kgb_ PH this coming 13th of July. Hoping for the contract signing this month on ASEC Asia. Will love the job for sure. Hopefully as well as the people on my new environment. :) Starting to feel at ease with some of them. A good start maybe. :)

OFF TOPIC:

Doh! I uploaded loads of cuts on my FB page earlier. Divided into groups. With NF's, with BSIT during the 4th founding anniv of PUP, with my thesis mates and of course with my sibs! :) I have lots of images in my folder and back up dvd's that I want to upload. But then nobody will look at it anyways. How pathetic. LOL.

Today is such a long day. Over time at work is exhausting! Day not yet complete anyways. Am I still waiting? Yes! It is still the 3rd. :) Hoping? Hmm. Maybe yes. But there are no assurance. Naaaah! Nosebleed already ei? :)) Just dropping by this blog. Will be updating MORE OFTEN starting now! Goodnight!

Easy! Don't attempt nalang. :)

2010-07-02T22:17:00.002+08:00

I'm single yet unavailable. LOL. Ang gulo! Pero ganun e. It's complicated ika nga. Actually, my isa lang talaga e. Pero syempre, hindi pa rin talaga. Nyaha! It's so funny being so magulo. Oh well, whatever!

Whew! I'm back on my little space on the web. I will be updating this blog/journal more often *I wish*. Will REDESIGN the layie and update all the necessary information. Will redesign as soon as I sign the contract for my work. Nyaaa. Matagal pa yun' :) And since I know "a bit" about PS and AI, I think I can make my own layie na without making download of ready made images. Waaa. Sana lang hindi puro gradient ang labasan. Ahaha.

Well anyways, I had my dinner with dale yesterday, 1st of July. He had fun, I had fun as well. ^^ Then, bonding moments with my gels earlier at jolibee paseo. I miss the moments! We're so noisy at that time as if we're the only people inside. We plan to watch eclipse on Monday after getting our Alumni ID at PUP.

Oh well, that's all for now. I'm not in the mood to type a novel. Nyaha. Day not yet complete. Doh!

PS:

I really miss school. T____________T

I want to study and study more. Gaaaah.

Oh damn! I just missed schooling

2010-06-26T20:38:00.003+08:00

Absolutely yes! Haha. Namimiss ko talaga school lalo na pag napapadaan ako sa facebook page ng mga prof ko. Deym! Napablog ako because of that. Actually everyday gusto ko magblog^^. I want to go blogging again, regularly. As in everyday, or every other day may update sana. But then busy schedules and tight deadlines are already here. Though I'm still a trainee, *YES! STILL!* super cramming pa rin sa ads. Yes! I'm a trainee in an ad agency? Naah. Basta something like that. :)

Back on the topic, err, there are loads of reason kung bakit ko namimiss ang school. First, the so called baon. Gaaah. Syempre naman! Ngayon kasi hindi na uso hingi ng baon. You will provide for your own. Tipid dito, tipid doon. Second, the pressure. Haha. Less pressure sa school promise. Sa work kasi puro pressure nalang nafifeel ko. Gadeymit! Third, the schedule. During school, 4 days pasok lang. mas matagal pa inuupo ko sa harap ng pc kakanet. Ngayon sa work mas matagal talaga sa PC pero wala ng net. T_T Fourth, the professors. Those professors na naging gabay sa aking pagiging mature. *Mature nga ba?* Haha. Namimiss ko maluwag na schedule. Pero ano, wala naman akong magagawa. I NEED TO WORK. I DO HAVE A CHOICE PERO I CHOOSE WORKING SYEMPRE. Hindi rin masarapa ng feeling na napagiiwanan ka ng batchmates mo. Swear! Naramdaman ko na yun'. :)

However, I am inspired. Weh? Big deal? Haha. Kung alam lang nya sana. Hehe. One sided love ba ire? Naaah. I'm not inlove, anyways. :) I am just inspired. I know hindi sya inspired. Wahaha. Expired sya. Potek*. LOL. Muntanga lan. Oh well, anyways, BIG NIGHT na pala ng TEEN BIG SIX. Namely Sharmagne, Vernice, Beverly, Cherry Lou, Adrian and Carl. Woooohoo! ^^

Welcome Sunday! Hehe. Excited? Nyaha. I will not update my layie muna. Ill stick with this pink one. Wahaha. I really miss blogging! Woooh! Nobela na naman. Haha. Good Night na nga. :)

PS: Andami ko palang namimiss na tao. My HS classmates, my HS schoolmates. Haha. Wala ng Special Mention! :))

*"What course are you into? Have you read any IT books written in tagalog? Then communicate properly." -- Deym! May point! LOL Copyright and patented by sir boni ^^*

Deym!

2010-06-11T20:33:00.003+08:00

Wooooh! I'm back blogging? Naaah. I don't think so. :) Whew! Hindi pa pala updated tong weblog na toh. I thought naman kasi iiwan ko na tong site na to ever e. I'll try updating this one ASAP. Nakkooo. Sana lang. :)

Oh well anyways, napablog because of that damn co. I have never expected it that it will go this way. My oh my! I was expecting their call earlier. [06/11/2010] I want our training to continue. Damn! Only 3 weeks left, they will be producing assets! I am still positive~ yes, I am and I should. Someone told me that Batch C will start their training maybe on July or August. That means, we [batch B] still have the chance of being hired (or call for training). Woohoo! Still positive this time. *Crossfingers*

By the way, series tied 2-2. Celtics won earlier! Yey! Hoping for Boston's victory for this finals 2010. Nyaha!

All for now. Gotta work seriously. Need money badly. :)) Goodnight!

PS:

* Just saw the label "Everyday School Rants". Whew! I miss schooling. T.T

"Kaya mo yan, si Sam ka e. :)"

2010-05-02T18:54:00.001+08:00

I will miss this line. Sobra.

Finally, I'm back

2009-11-29T23:26:00.003+08:00

Sigh. I have lots of problem as of the moment. Maybe I'll start blogging again by next week or month I think. Sigh.

DAMN

2009-08-17T14:54:00.000+08:00

Damn! As what I have expected, there is this possibility that we can’t afford to “establish” that DSL connection. Kaya nga ba I hate talking about things that are not yet sure at the moment. Talagang hindi na sya natutuloy pag idinaldadal ko na. Arggh. Hindi talaga ko makarecover kaya ayan, napa-blog ako kahit na may plano akong magreview ng psychology for our midterm exam tomorrow.

Sigh! Ganito kasi ang plano. My tita applies in PLDT last sunday (08/09/09). Ang plan na naiapply nila is 1mbps lang. Sa simula, they thought 4 computers ang mag-she-share sa plan na yun. After that, they realize na hindi enough ang plan na 1mbps for 4 computers. Syempre pinabago nila sa PLDT. Sabi naman ng PLDT, pag naikabit nalang daw, saka nalang nila ipabago ang plan. So ayun, dapat 2mbps na sya for 2000php a month. Therefore, tig-500 every computers sa bakuran. Agree naman kame dun. Mas okay nga yun kung tutuusin. Kaso, may isang nilalang ang umatras or let me say never agreed from the start which means 3 computers left para dun sa 2mbps na yun. So far, agree pa rin si mommy kahit mejo mahal na nga yung magiging expenses. Eto na, when my mom talked to my tita (the other tita. Not the one who applies.), hindi na rin sya pumayag kasi nga masyado ng mahal di’ba? Taz may reason pa sila na may binabayaran silang plan sa smart (phone I think). So understood naman yun na wala na silang balak makipagshare ng connection. Therefore, kung ipagpipilitan namen na makipagshare, we’ll be paying a thousand wherein I definitely know we can’t meet the expense of it. So nagplano si mommy kausapin ang aking tita (who apply) na kung pwede e ibalik nalang sa 1mbps yung plan. Actually okay pa rin naman yung 1mbps na pag-she-sharean ng 2computers right? Pero when my mum talked to my tita, (arrrrrgh) they told her that 1mbps is good enough for 1 computer only. Damn! That simply means they are not willing to share that plan. That’s it!

Sigh! So bakit nga ba hindi ako magkandaugaga sa kabadtripan? Tsk. Kasi ganito yun. From the start tinanong ko na talaga si mommy kung sure na nga yun. She did not tell me ‘yes’ nor an exact answer pero ang sabi nya, “E ayun na e. Nakapag apply na daw sila. E di tingnan naten.” So from that day, excited na kong magcount ng days kasi after 15 days daw saka daw makakabitan. Then after siguro a week, I asked my mom again. At ganito pa talaga ang sinabi ko, “Mi, sure na ba talaga yun? Kasi ayoko mag-expect e. Baka naman aasa asa ako tapos hindi naman pala matutuloy, mahirap mag- move on.” Ganun talaga pagkakasabi ko nun e. With matching inarte effect pa yun. I can’t remember what was her answer pero talagang nag-expect na ako. Then kahapon, (Sunday) our computer technician arrived early. Ipapagawa kasi ng tita ko yung PC nila e, kasabay na rin nun yung consultation kung anu yung mga kakailanganin. So talagang na-boost pa yung expectations ko na matutuloy nga. Hanggang sa nalaman ko kaninang umaga na ayun, hindi nga matutuloy. Weeeee. Guho! Haha. At eto pa ang nakakainis. Nagtext si kapatid telling me to go to CDR king shop and ask how much a 4 port router is. Nakakadisappoint! Hehe. Though nobody tells me to expect a lot, nakakainis lang talaga. So ayun, that’s why nakapagblog na naman ako. Hehe.

Oh well! God has a purpose in everything. I know there is :) So ganun na nga lang iisipin ko. Hehe. Dapat pala araw araw na kong nagttype ng blog e. Maitry nga. Hehe. Madami pa kong kwento / ramblings and rants about our Humanities e. Haha. Gagawin ko nalang daily ang updates :) (I hope I can)

Toinks. Nobela again! Hehe. Lintek na rant! Amf. I hate it! X_X’

Till here!

HIATUS

2009-08-07T15:50:00.000+08:00

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eminent beyond comparison

2009-07-12T14:23:00.002+08:00

na naman. Haha xD

*update.update.update*

PS:
I miss my blog. A LOT! :)

a lot

2009-06-26T20:20:00.000+08:00

Grabe! It has been a week since I last update all my accounts. I really miss chatting with my friends especially with my hubby :) My antivirus is not updated as well. I miss internet a lot. I miss my farm. I miss my pets. I miss my plurkmates. I miss my restaurant. I miss my facebook account. I slightly miss my friendster account. I miss my web log too. I miss my black Yahoo! Messenger. I miss superpoking :) I miss tagged and multiply too. I miss plurk (again). I miss peyupi very much. I miss my Yahoo! Mail. I miss my G-MAIL as well. I miss blogger a lot. I miss blog hopping *gaaaaah*. I miss everything! Deym!

Ang dame ko namiss! Damn! I guess we’re not able to reconnect the connection this year due to, hmm, let me say financial problem :) Mediocrity strikes. Sigh.

Oh well, it has been a very depressing and poignant week for me. My mother has been imprisoned to room 217 of Perpetual Help in Binan last Tuesday ‘til today (Friday) caused by viral infection in her lungs. It is not as critical as what you think *if treated*. No operations will take place. It is innate, which is present at birth thus there is no other reason why it had happened. On the contrary, the said illness is deadly *if not treated as early as possible* and since a woman already died in Manila caused by swine flu virus and other complications in her body, my mom is afraid of what will happen to her. Gaaah. Ang hirap mag English! Haha. Sorry sa maling grammar. LOL *trying hard e. I want to get used to speaking and writing in English :)*

Forty minutes passed :) I think my web log for today is long enough na. Kung dati PUBLISH na lang ang iki-click para mapost sa world wide web, ngayon I have to save it in my flash drive pa and wait kung kalian pa ko makakapagrent ng computer sa shop. Mukang hindi pa ko weekly makakapagrent ng computer kasi financial crisis nga. *panload nga wala e. Arrrrrgh!* Twice a week na nga lang kasi klase ko that’s why hindi enough sa buong week ang two days allowance. Haha. Kailangan ko na yata talaga ng permanent mapagkukunan ng income kasi nga andame problems! Gaaah. Oh well, hindi naman masyado pinaparamdam nila mommy na ganun na kami ka-poor pero halata na naman kasi. Sobrang obvious x_X’ hahays.

Amfness! Till here na nga lang talaga. Napapahaba pa e. May klase pa ko C# with Sir Louine bukas. On time pa naman yun’ magstart pag morning class. Haha.

Goodnight! :)

NETLESS?

2009-06-21T15:57:00.002+08:00

Holy shit! Arrrgh. Nakakapanibago talaga ang mga araw kapag walang net sa bahay. Amf. *Hindi makarekober*

Oh well, nung friday pa nawalan ng net e. Kaya ku pa naman as of now. Hahah xD Seldom ko na maupdate mga accounts ko. Waaaa. Andame pa naman nun x_x

Haays. May pasok nga pala ko kahapon taz nagklase kame sa SM :) hehe . Nag-attendance na dun 4-1 e . Amf. Halos lahat nadun :D

*wula sa mood magblog*

till here !

LESSON LEARNED

2009-06-17T20:29:00.006+08:00

Namimiss ko na southwoods! Swear! Gaaaah. Pag may nakikita ko images ng classmates ko sa profile nila nung OJT days nila, naiinggit ako. Deym. Napaka inggitera ko ever.

Anyways, I had this severe itchy-ness due to alcoholic beverages lang naman. And take note, three days na ko nagsa-suffer sa pangangati. Gaaah. I don't want to consult the doctor kasi baka malaman ng aking erpats ang mga nangyari, baka kung anu pa gawaing masama sakin nun. NNever pa kasi ako nakainom ng ganun *ganung kadami*. Amf. Debut kasi nun ng sissy ng aking mhine kaya ayun. Kung alam ku lang na ganun pala *sobrang kati*, eh di sana hindi ko nalang itinuloy noh. Haha. Oh well, pers taym nga e! Tsk. Sabi nga sa title, Lesson learned nalang .Hehe.

Hmm. Nagfirst day na nga pala ko sa school yesterday. *sigh* First subject is IRM. Si Ma'am Eva prof. Okay lang naman e , kaso first day, first class in the morning, nagklase na sya. Oha! Napakasipag. Aanim lang naman students na nakikinig sa kanya. Hindi nya ba mahalata yun? Haha. After nun, si Ma'am Gruezo sa psychology. First time ko sya naging prof, ayun, nag-activity tuloy. Gaaaah. hanep yung pinagawa nya ha. Infairness lang. Hahaha. Taz after naman nun si Sir Ariz, prof sa humanities. Nag-activity na naman. Sigh! Ang lupet pa nya. Kasi ang klase namen sa kanya 5PM to 8PM. Waaaa. May plano sya isagad dun! As in 8PM nya kami papalabasin. Arrrrgh. Sigh. Oh well, ganun sya e. And may tinuro sya na word e -- Funga Alafia Ashei Ashei. If I were you, woul you tell me those words? :) Hahah xD Syempre hinde di ba'? hindi mu naman alam kung anu yun e. That means -- My eyes and my heart welcomes you through my mouth. Heheh.

Hmm. Ayy. For my mhine nga pala.

no PS(s) for today:)

in case :)

2009-06-11T21:15:00.002+08:00

So ayan, IN CASE na mawalan na ng net, prepared na yung blogger ko. Hehe. So hiatus na muna sya. I'll be posting naman siguro every weekends. *Sana*

Wee. So here's my new layie. Soooooper pink . Deeply inlove sa pink.

That's all for now! Goodnight!

PS:

FINANCIAL CRISIS NGAYON! APEKTADO KO! WAHAHA XD

( malapit na pasukan, nakakamiss )

currently under construction

2009-06-10T20:48:00.002+08:00

accidentally saved! Gaaaah. The theme is not yet finish. Still in the process of improvement. Err. Credits for the images goes here and for the background here. Ill edit the codes later or maybe tomorrow :)

SPAM

2009-06-05T14:26:00.000+08:00

My Blog is marked as spam.

Oh well, whatever! *SIGH*

Hmm. So ganun na naman, wala na naman ako dapat i-share. Wala lang talaga ko magawa ngayong mga panahong toh kaya ganun. Ang boring ng layp! Soooobra. Haaays. May plano ko gumawa bagong layie. Sana nasa mood ako. Hehe. Arrrgh.

Tamad na tamad talaga ko! Amf. Till here na nga lang muna. Update lang sa blog.

r a n d o m R A N T S !

2009-05-29T19:32:00.004+08:00

Yey! Estudyante na muli. Hahays. Bilis ng panahon noh. Nasa ika-apat na taon na ako sa kolehiyo. Parang kahapon lang nagiinquire palang ako sa sintang paaralan pero maya maya lang, nagdedefense na ko ng system. Bukas makalawa nasa SM na ko tinatanggap ang katibayang ako'y nakatapos na. Oo, tama sya. Sa SM gumagradweyt ang mga estudyanteng tumuntong sa aking sintang paaralan. Hehe :)

Napakaganda nga naman ng skedyul ng aking aking klase ngayong semestre na ito. Akalain mo nga namang dalawang araw nalang ang ipapasok ko sa aking sintang paaralan?? Haha. Martes at Sabado. Dalawang araw sa loob ng isang linggo. Dalawang daan sa loob ng isang linggo din kaya?? Paano na ko makakaipon nito?? Haha. Kung tutuusin, wala ng matitira sa babaunin ko sa isang araw dahil buong araw akong nakaistambay / nakikinig ng klase sa unibersidad. Hanggang gabi pa. Dun na rin ba magdadaos ng hapunan?? Haha. Wala na ring oras para gumala. *Yun yun e*

Dahil don, *sa napakagandang iskedyul* maraming nagbabalak maghanap ng trabaho. At isa na ako don. :) May plano, pero parang ayoko. Tambay ako 5 araw sa isang linggo. Sapat na para magtrabaho ako ng regular saan ko man maisipan. Regular. Malamang hindi ako makaliban sa trabaho kung sakaling magroon ng klase sa araw na maisipan magturo ng ibang propesor. Ewan ko ba. Ganun na kasi ang mga naranasan ko sa paaralan. May mga araw na hindi naman sila dapat magturo, nagtuturo sila. Hay. Sa bagay, dagdag kaalaman din yun. :) *i understand*

Isa pang dahilan kung bakit ayaw ko? Kasi ayoko magpaimportante sa mga kagrupo ko sa tisis. Baka kasi isang araw, mag-gawaan kame, kaso hindi ako makasama. Hmm. Hindi naman ganun kahalaga ang presensya ko *I THINK :)* pero syempre, yung suporta sa programer at kung anu anu pa nuh. Haha. Hindi lang naman basta basta yun e. :) hahays. Nakakagulo ng utak. Pero hindi ko naman masyado iniisip yun sa ngayon. May posibilidad kasi na magbago pa yung napakagandang iskedyul na yun e. Sa loob ba naman ng tatlong taon na pag aaral ko sa unibersidad na iyon, wala pang tumama sa iskedyul na nakalagay sa registration form ko. :) Meron naman kaso madalas nagbabago. Kaya anung malay ko, magkaron ako ng klase pag Lunes o kaya Miyerkules o di kaya naman ay Biyernes. Haha.

Meron din namang mga dahilan kung bakit gusto ko magtrabaho. Since kapos na ang aking pamilya sa gastusin sa bahay, nais kong makatulog, este makatulong. *actually typo, hindi ako nagcrack ng joke. :D* Hehe. So ayun nga, my daddy's salary is not enough na. Sa electricity, water bill, groceries palang, kulang na. Bukas makalawa nga mapuputol na ang internet connection sa bahay. Hindi ako sang-ayon pero wala akong magagawa. Hindi namin kaya magbayad ng isang libo bawat buwan. Malaki rin ang naitutulong ng internet saken kase takbuhan ko sya talaga pag may prublema ako. *Google is my bestfriend. :)* Takbuhan pag may gusto akong sabihin na hindi ko masabi sa mga kaibigan ko. Ang laki ng tulong nya nung mga panahong nagtitisis ako. Marami na kong natutunan. Pati nga yung ilang video ni Hayden, napanood ko na e. :) Haha xD Pwera biro! :) Pero walang wala na talaga. Pero ayos lang. May mga bad effects din naman para sa mga kapatid ko. Inaabuso na nila masyado. *Parang ako hindi abuso ah. Haha xD* So ayun nga. Hehe. Nobela na ahh.

Hmm. So far, yan palang naiipon kong rants. Iniipon ko na. May mga oras kasi na tinatamad talaga kong magblog. :) Oh well, till here. I'd better eat my dinner na. Almost two hours na naman ako nagtype ng rants e. :)

no PS(s) for today. :)

let's call it a day :)

2009-05-13T19:01:00.002+08:00

TAGALOG POST!

Hehe. So ayun, maganda umaga ko kanina e. Ilang years ko na ba hindi nakikita mga high school friends/ classmates/ schoolmates and crushes ko? Haha :D Nakita ko si *second-year-high-school-crush* ko. :D Ayun, pinansin naman nya ako. Hehe. *Ganda kong yun. Amf sya kung dedma lang ako.* Hehe.

Err. At etu pa, may nagpapagawa na sakin ng website nila. Hmm. Magkano daw ba tinatanggap kong bayad para sa isang web site? Haha. :) Ang saya naman nun. Sabi ko hindi ako natanggap ng bayad kasi hindi naman ako professional e. Nagawa ako for free :) Kahit naman sa multips theme free rin. *kasi website palang may bayad na sa hosting. Err. Hindi ako prefessional. Perfectionist pa naman ako. Baka mahirapan sila. :D*

Hmm. Anu pa ba? Ayy, Wednesday na pala ngayon. Sa saturday tapos na ko sa practicum ko. :) Nakakamiss din free lunch :) Tapos parang may shuttle pa. Hehe. Lagi kasi ako isinasabay ng bossing ko sa pag-uwi e. :) Ayun. Nako! May meeting bukas. Kailangan matikman ko Le Garden nila. T.T Hehe. Pero okay lang kahit yung Max o kaya Tropical Hut nalang :) *DEMANDING* Mamimiss ko rin maglagalag sa southwoods :) Hehe.

*no PS for today*

GTG! I'm starving na. Hindi pa nagdidinner :) BB!

their small home in the net-world :)

2009-05-12T20:31:00.003+08:00

Hmm. A VERY simple .co.nr website for my PRACTICUM PARTNER. No CSS and HTML codes. Just a simple and plain tweak in the header of the custom layout in wordpress. You can visit it HERE for detailed information of the company. Err. I really don't need violent reactions because I DID NOT do the designs, just the pages of the site. :)

And now I realized that wordpress and blogger have their own unique *i must say* advantages. It's really fun making pages in wordpress rather than in blogger. But blogger offers FREE use of CSS codes in the templates that wordpress do not offer. *err. I'm not that sure.* Sigh. I think I'll stay here nalang sa blogger. Mahirap mag-tweak ng codes sa wordpress e. :)

That's all for today. Ciao! :)

PS:

* Maganda na maisusulat ko sa NARRATIVE REPORT ko :D

* Missin' him? Hmm.

* New Tag Added: Web Site Created By Me

Do I? ♥

2009-05-11T19:30:00.004+08:00

Gaaah. To be honest, i still dunno why I'm still bothered and confused this past few days *more bothered than before*. It's really annoying. To the point na mali na yung nasusulat ko sa mga checks sa office dahil sa day dreaming. Pati pagbabasa ko ng HP7 sa office hindi ko magawa ng maayus kasi nagde-daydream e. Tssss. WHY?!

Andame ko na nga pala tinext na babae tsaka lalake kagabi para lang makahanap ng magandang advice. Err. Salu-salungat sila kaya lalo ako nalilito. Pero etu lang ang alam ko, I have finally decided earlier *while day dreaming-ing :)* na mag-i-e-mail ulit ako. LOL :) *I guess asking him out?! :)* haha :D Pero hindi ko alam kung kailan ko i-send :) Kung hindi sya pumayag, err, OKAY FINE! I understand.

Natanga na naman kasi ako e. Oh well, i just realized something. *NOT JUST SOMETHING!* Duh. Whatever. :)

*I can put smileys na ah. Why kaya? :)*

AND BTW, this TV ads makes my day and ALWAYS makes me smile. :)

Actually meron pang isa e. Yung sa Lucky me. Kaso hindi ako makahanap nung vid nea. hehe :) Ang cute nung lines na binitawan nung bata.

BOY: *crying* 12 lang ang napili sa try outs. Pang 13 ako. Practice naman ako ng practice. May uniform na ako. Nay, baket??

NANAY: *nagluto ng lucky me, pinakain kay BOY* Mag Lucky me ka muna. Anong sabi ng nanay?

BOY: Never say die.

NANAY: Anu pa?

BOY: Tommorow is another day.

Haha. I forgot the lines. Kaso biglang nagcommercial ulit ngaun ngaun lang :) Kaya ayan, buo na. :)

Oh well, GTG. (BYE)

PS:

* I miss turon :]

EDITS:

* i ask him out na :)

S and TY

2009-05-09T22:13:00.003+08:00

This is the most difficult email i have sent so far. I have sent it just after I broke up with him personally. It's really hard to do break ups. Especially if parehas kayong immature ng partner mo. He responded naman bitterly. I know and I understand why. Sigh. Wala ako mapagshare-an ng thoughts. :(

Haays. If you're reading my blog *i know you are*, It's really hard for me as well. I know bitter ka pa. Kaya nga you made childish acts na naman e. I understand. I thought you can understand it too. But then, immaturity always strikes. I lied, yes. If begging for your forgiveness is not as effective as what I think, there is no problem with me. As what I've said, naiintindihan kita.

As of the moment, I am still confused. I dunno what will happen next. As what Jacq said, Let things fall into places. Just give time. I AM REALLY SORRY for the FAKE AFFECTION i had given you. Don't worry, we don't have lots of memories being together. Perhaps its much easier to forget.

PS:

* I pity you if you'll always think that there is third party here. I already told you that.

whew.

2009-05-06T20:39:00.004+08:00

Sigh! I had been very busy this past few MONTHS. Er. Since this year starts *2009*, there are loads of schoolworks I have accomplished and has to accomplish. Many things had happened na rin and I feel very blessed this year academically. I don't have any failing subjects kahit feeling ko dapat meron. Hehe.

So, whats the reason for blogging? Hmm. I think madami lang talaga kong thoughts na gusto ishare. Lalo na ngayon, may possibility na matanggal na internet sa bahay kasi we're getting poorer na. *aww. Poor me.* Oh well, ayus lang. At least may reason na para sa ibang bahay ako magOVERNIGHT pag gagawa na kame ng thesis. Kasi dahil ditu sa net, hindi ako makapagovernight sa ibang house e. Ayun :) Kaya lang sa dami ng accounts [ slash ] pets na minemaintain [ slash ] nilalaro ko, mukang kulang ang 1hour everyday sa computer shop. Haha xD (e.g. facebook - superpokepets, barn buddy, farm town, restaurant city, kickmania and pet society. FS. Tagged. Plurk. BLOGGER. Peyupi. And other social networking sites) Hahays.

On the other hand, err, ask ko lang kung totoo: "Totoo bang kapag nakipaghiwalay yung boy sa girl *without reasonable reason* means may iba ng mahal si boy?" Haays. Nakikiramay lang ako sa beloved tropa ko. Hmm. Tapos 2 na silang kakilala ko *close enough to me* na may mahigpit na BF at sila pa iniwan nun after a year or two. Waaa. Err. Hmpf.

For my dearest bruh. Etu nanyare sau:

No.1 - Through avoidance

Again, clarity is the best policy. Yes, if you just quit answering phone calls, texts, e-mails, and your door, she’s bound to get the message, however, she’s also bound to get mighty upset, and you should know this is the worst way to break up with a woman. Unless you’re a glutton for punishment -- because it will take time and energy to dodge and weave between repeated cracks at communication -- take the high road and end it with dignity. She’ll most certainly still be hurt, but she won’t be left with the image of you as an unfeeling, insensitive ass who won’t pick up the phone.

which totally hurts more kasi nga pang top 1 sya worsts way to break up with. (top ten here) Hmm. So bru, tulad nga ng sabi ko kay elj during his heart-ache days din *iba nga lang yung sa kanea :)*, i'm just a text/chat away. Magsabi ka lang :) *willing naman ako mag-undertime sa work para sau [ slash ] senio ng tropa e, kita mu naman kanina :)*

For my dearest(s) S.M.I.L.L.E :)

I miss my tropa na. The whole tropa being together T.T Waaa. Kung magbahay bahay man aku, hindi ko kau sabay sabay makikita. Waaa. Dame ko confessions and thoughts na gusto i-share senio. seniong lima! Mariel . Ivy . Leslie . LJ . Encel T.T badly missin y'all. Hope to see you all soon. Soonest as possible. Sama sama tayu. :)

For Nf(s) *whom i miss a lot too*

Ilang years na ba tayo hindi nagkikita kita lahat ? 3 ? Magfo-four na right? Attendance nga! *wish ko lang nababasa nyo lahat toh noh?* *complete name nalang noh? Para pag gi-nu-gel [google], mag appear name neo at link sa blog ko :)*

TROPANG DUROG:

Erwin Ariola: OI KAMUSTA ? Hindi na ko nakaresib ng GM/GT mu ah? Nu na nagyare sau? :)

Mario Cuaresma: woot ~ paramdam ui . nakakailang school ka na ba? Hehe *peace bro*

Jonald Diesta: yow jonald ! :) bantay sa shop? hehe

Nikko Esebio: weee . crush? miss ko na gitara mo ah. High (the speaks) na pinakuhuling tugtog na narinig ko jan :)

Jhommar Genesis: Balita ko 'deans lister' ka palagi? sosyal! Hehe. Magaling ka naman talaga e. Keep it up! :)

Aristeo dela Fuente: Wee . Schoolmate ! Hehe. Hindi kita madalas makita sa PUP ah. Musta life? :)

Salvador Ibanez: wui. Deadmahan galore sa kalye ah. Nakamotor kalang, hindi na namamansin x_x

Charles Christian Luna: Buti pa tong si charles. Nakakatext ko minsan. Haha xD Kumustahan kame. Amf :)

Kester HenDrick Montoya: Lol. NakaCAPITAL talaga yung 'D'. Malupet na programmer nga pala namin:)

Kim Byron Purificacion: Lanya! Hindi kita nakilala sa kanto ah. Haha xD Kala ko kung sinung naglalakad lang. Tsk tsk. Sa susunod na pagkikita ulit :)

Lester Santos: Musta? Animo Lasalle! :D Tagal na kita hindi nakikita ah. Paramdam ka minsan ah :)

Leonel Ocampo: I almost forgot you:) musta ? Padaan daan nalang sa FS ko ahh . :)

FreeLancer *kahit sang tropa pede*

Daryl Buot: Ayiee . Kay cherry ka na pala ha. :)

Marvin Espino: Woot~ co-PUPian :) Musta ang beauty? Gala ulit tau? :D

Amado Garcia: Bakit ikaw madalas ko makita? Hehe. Kahit san yata ako magpunta e . :P

Ryan Cutamora:Weetwiw:) President ng CvSU ah :) Musta layp? Nananaba ka madir :)

Antonio Jacobo: Speechless:) masipag kasi magGM at magchat e :)

Patrick Jan Leoncito: Hui! Kamusta na Java mo? Hindi na ko makahelp, limut ko na kasi. *dahi-dahilan*

Christian Umali: Tian! Anu yung mga naririnig kong balita sau ha? Asus! Kaw wah :)

Waaa. I don't have time na. Baka bukas nalang yung mga girls! Hehe. Talagang binuklat ko pa yung yearbook para lang ditu. Hehe :) So pano, bukas na lang talaga yung girls :) Gotta go now :)

P.S:

Hehe. PS for today :D

*puro kamusta at smiley nalang ang nasasabi ko sa iba. Basta guys! Paramdam lang kayo. :)

*err. i really hate that thing.

*GIRLS! BUKAS! SWEAR! :D

*NOBELA AGAIN! Sorry! :) nasa mood kasi e :) *2hours nagtype:)*

*New Tag Added: Narranian Folkers

'EDITS as of MAY 7 '09

TROPANG ADIKK

Lougie Ann dela Cruz, Erika Brillantes, Vernice Mapanoo, Roselee Anne Montevirgen, Crisel Macha: Woot ~ kamusta ang bawat isa? Wala ako nababalitaan senio mula kay enice ah . hehe :)

TROPANG ULUL

Marianne Rendon: Mahal! I mishyu a lot! :)

Pauline Patrimonio, Cherry Postrado, Eraquel Resuello, Mirasol Papa: Musta ululs? Hehe. May mga BF na lahat noh? Si cherry kasi meron na :D

IV NARRA

Gretchen Alvarez: CLOSE! Kumusta ? :))

Juliet Alvarez: ui . kaFB kita! hehe . musta ?

Marienold Baldoza: taas ng level ng pet sa pet soc ah. haha xD adikk ?

Richelle Balingit: Chellie! Musta? Table tennis tau minsan :)

Kathlyn Bayson: Kulot. Hehe. Musta? Nananaba ngaun ah :)

Kristine Camia:Parang kagabi lang tau nagkita ah . :) Haha xD

Abegaile Candelaria: Ayiie . Parang anlaki ng school natin ahh . hindi tau nagtatagpo :)

Jennifer Cedo: Waaaa . Mishue girl! Musta singing career? :)

Alva Pauline Dilla: Woot ~ Manila gurl! Hehe. Musta life jan? *poleng*

Marie Jean Hilaria: Oi. Years na talaga binibilang. Hindi talaga tau magtagpo! Haha xD Kamusta?

Merriel Karunungnan: Weeee. MEIE! Nasaken pa si Nodame Cantabile mo:D

Merliza Joy Lagasca: amp. hindi na kasi ako nakasmart kaya hindi kita makatext. Tsk tsk ~

Catherine Ledesma: Still alive? hehe

Anna Patricia Luague: Weee. Mantrit naman. Laki ng sahod e . LOL(lol)

Rubilyn Macabontoc: Haha xD Lagi tau nagkikita sa SM ahh. Haha xD

Rowena Manuel: musta? Dance troup ka nga ba ng PUP SPC? :D

Abiguel Memije: waaaa. SEATMATE! I mshue naman! haha xD kamusta accountancy? Sisiw lang sau nuh?

Eden Nantes: ui eden! kamusta? :D hehe .

Jovy Narag: JOVY! buhay pa ba? wala na ko balita sau ah. magpopor years na rin . tsk tsk ~

Ronalyn Tolentino: Nay. :) chat chat nalang . hehe :)

Johanna Uson: Hows yer baby? :)

Sarah Jean Vizarra: Mishue sooooo much gurl! Txt kita minsan kahit smart ka :)

Nel genubi Zamora: Kamusta ate nel? Belated nga pala ulit :)

DONE! :D

confused :-?

2009-05-05T22:03:00.003+08:00

Tangna. Palagi ko iniisip yun. Lintek. Bakeeeeet ?!?! Tae naman oh. Bakit ngayun pa?

Haays.

*ngayun ko lang narealize, tama talaga tropa ko. They know me better than myself.*

Base on OLD POSTS :D

2009-04-26T22:13:00.002+08:00

Whew! After I read *red* some of my old posts, i am now inspired to type a new blog post. LOL

Buti pa pag tungkol sa kanila, I'm in the mood to type. Pero pag yung rants ko na everyday, kailangan ko humanap ng tamang mood makapagtype lang ng maayos. Maybe my every day is just as common as COBOL programs. Every routine repeats every day.
-- 00:00 mn

Hahays. Bat ganun? Pag tungkol sa layp ko dati nakukwento ko? Bat ngayun, err, hindi na masyado ako nagshe-share ditu? Waaaa. I really miss serious blogging na talaga *err. may ganun nga ba ako? hehe.*. I can't find the time na magtype ng magtype about my rants everyday. Sigh! Maybe there are no reasonable reasons to blog about kaya ganun. My everyday is so very *so very again. hehe* COMMON. As in Init-rtn then Init-rtn-end. Taz Finish-rtn then Finish-rtn-end. Walang madiscover na bagong routine. Kung anu lang yun common, yun na lang. *waaa. Pati COBOL nadamay sa post ko. amf*

Oh well, dumapo na naman si lazyness ngayon. Nakakainis. Haays. Goodnight na nga lang. Maaga pa pasok sa office bukas. (:

after 5months ...

2009-04-25T21:46:00.008+08:00

I HAVE A NEW LAYIE NA RIN !!! Weeeeee .

Dame ko updates kaso wala akong time para magtype ng magtype. Simula pa lang ng summer vacation dami na nangyare ang hindi ko nakwento. T.T SOBRANG DAME! So pano, ini-update ko lang toh para sa new layie ko. Hehe. Nasa mood kasi ako gumawa e, kaya aun. Hahays. At pagpili palang ng quote sa header, pinahirapan na ko. Sorry naman kung korni. Haha xD Taz yung mga tagpi tagpi sa kung saan man, err, pasensya na po. Rush kasi e. Making this layie only takes 6hours. Hindi ko sya days ginawa :D pero kagabi ko pa pinag-isipan ang magiging itsura nya :D

COMMENTS are LOVED so feel free to criticize my work :D Thanks! :)

_xoxo_ ü

EDITS'

And oh btw, I AM CURRENTLY ADDICTED to PLAYFISH's RESTAURANT CITY :D Hehe :) Add me up on face book. I need new friends para mapadali trade ng ingredients. E-Mail Add: sharmeyn12@gmail.com :D Thanks!

April 15 2009 : Blog Updated as of 7:30PM

2009-04-15T19:28:00.002+08:00

Sigh! Super long hiatus. Busy busyhan kasi. Pati vacation and holy week ko hindi ko na napost. Err. Pag nagkatime ako, update ko nalang. Arggggh. Dame ko pa gagawain. Ciao!

Away

2009-04-03T19:30:00.002+08:00

I will be out for four straight days :)

OutOfTown ^.^

*dont have ojt yet*

hows your day ? (:

2009-03-30T21:10:00.003+08:00

LOL xD gadeymit!

Virgo (Aug 23 - Sep 22)
The Bottom Line
Nothing is for certain today, which means you can make it a good day if you try.
In Detail
Nothing is for certain today, even the things you take for granted (like noon time hunger pangs). And while this uncertainty could be uncomfortable, you could choose to see it as an opportunity. Today can be a good day or a bad day -- depending on what you choose to make of it. Missed that killer parking spot by three seconds? Wonderful! You get to enjoy a little more fresh air as you walk from the spot that's farther away. Your creativity enables you to make lemonade out of any lemons.

Haha xD my horoscope for today is so super exact to what had happened. "Today can be a good day or a bad day -- depending on what you choose to make of it." And i chose it to be bad. Hahays. Early in the morning ayus pa naman. I'm in the mood to wake up as early as I can and do my daily morning routine as fast as possible because its kinda late na for my first day of work in Sharp Phils. *OJT rather*

We arrived past 7 in the company. The HR personnels were very nice. *nicest I must say* They accomodated us well so we can be comfortable to our assigned departments. I am assigned *together with Cherry* to Sales and Marketing Department. *dont have any connections to my present course ayt?* 7:09AM . 8:00AM . Finally, after almost an hour of waiting for our supervisor, we can now start our jobs. To look for missing documents filed in the table. *tons of files* Sigh! It's like finding missing needle in the barn. *thats it!* We chit chat with the students there who also attending their OJTs. Thats what they do for 300 hours of work. *boring* **I have read earlier, (in plurk) that its not allowed to share the things happened inside the company. Stated in company rules**

Err. So during lunch time, 12 noon, we have decided that we have to tell the personnel to transfer us in MIS department. *we're so demanding* She told us to wait until the break finishes and she can tell us their decision. 1:00 PM . *final decision* BACK OUT! The personnel is so mad at us that she *almost* scolded us about the things we dont actually realized during that time. (a) before passing all the requirements, we have agreed that whatever department we are assigned, its okay with us. So pano ngayon? Wala na kaming palag. Syempre nag-agree nga kami e. (b) She also told us that there is no available seat *space?* in MIS Department UNTIL next week. So therefore, there is this possibility that we can be assigned there. *Any regrets? Naaah . :)* Why? Kasi naman, magrereflect sa resume na I am experienced in Sales and Marketing department which is not good. *Super Demanding* Actually, there are lots of reasons why not to continue staying there. *Papaniwalain ang sarili sa ganun sige!* Walang kahit anong benefits (food/meal allowance, shuttle/service). The fare is too expensive that a hundred a day isnt enough. The foods are not in reasonable price. *err. I think so* LOL xD Basta ganun na lang! Hindi nalang kawalan ang Sharp samen. Hindi kasi talaga namen field yun e. Especially the boys job. Their in the service center repairing TVs. Sigh!

And in the afternoon, *regrets . regrets . regrets again* Sana nagback out kame pag may nakuha ng ibang company. *too late dude* We tried in other companies (ON semiconductor. NTC . Municipal halls' IT department.) Enice and Cherry's mother act as stage mothers today. LOL :)

Sigh! REGRETS ARE ALWAYS IN THE END. :) We better do best next time. *Dapat lang noh!*

Wooot ~ And I'm still hoping that I can join my whole family this coming Saturday. They will be going to Vigan, Ilocos Sur then Baguio and Pangasinan. Waaaa. x_x They will stay there for more than a week. I can't live alone here that long. Waaaa. x_x

PS:

Grammar freaks! Me is sorry for wrong grammars! Haha xD I am not that good in english. LOL xD

RANDOM

2009-03-27T21:09:00.006+08:00

* already have company for OJT .

* dead tired.

* cried twice today.

* still insane.

* talked a lot lately. *a LOT*

* ate a lot of sweets earlier. *cokeFloat. Cake. IceCream*

* craving for salty and sour foods. XD

* will cry later.

* will laugh a lot tommorow. *must*

* will wait for him to approach me during class. :) *asIf*

~*two new tags added*~

23 is the number :)

2009-03-23T22:54:00.004+08:00

So this is it. Update ko lang blog ko para dito.

Hmm. Ayun, 23 is the number. UNDERSTOOD ? Hahaha xD *may reason kasi e, sorry!* Festi mode today. UNWIND! :D

*magPM nalang kung sinu gusto makaintindi.*

*no ps for today*

HIATUS ?

2009-03-20T19:07:00.001+08:00

...

BIGGEST GRIN

2009-03-17T18:55:00.005+08:00

Whew! Whatta week! As you can see, my previous post proved it . Sigh! At last, I can sleep early and wake up late from this day on.

Yesterday: sixteenth day of march twenty-O-nine - SOFTWARE ENGINERING DEFENSE

2AM - Currently listening to Bon Jovi's I'll be There for you while riding in a jeep on our way home. No time to sleep because we're not yet well prepared for the defense. Cherry and Kester is with me to polished our documentation. We are chatting with our groupmates during that time.

4AM - Cherry went home because we need to be in school as early as 8AM because we are the first group who will defend our system. Its already 6:30 AM and we're not yet done.

7AM - I finished designing the system. I do my daily morning routine. Hinintay ko si Kester. *hindi na nakatiis. nagtagalog na. lol xD* And he arrives late as expected. Sa tricycle na kami sumakay kasi late na masyado. Baka hindi na kami umabot sa defense pag nag-jeep pa kame. So ayun, nagaprint taz deretso na sa school. Hanep sa cram! Nun lang ako gumawa ng presentation para sa mga panel. *yung idea ni jeng ang ginamit ko paggawa ng images kasi wala pala ako photoshop. amf*

nine in the morning - Panelist : Sir Oca (Professor), Sir Mark (alumni) and Sir Noel (alumni)

Grabe sila! Masyado silang matanong. *anu nga bang ieexpect mo sa panelist? LOL xD* Pero ayus lang. Masaya naman ang naging defense namin that time. Alam ng lahat ng kagroupmates ko flow ng ginagawa namin kahit na hindi naman sila tumutulong sa pag-gawa.

LUNCH : nothing happened

4PM - we're still in the school waiting for the result. Sigh! I am so super sleepy that time. Our prof meet us after her meeting with the panelists. I am honestly nervous and worried about the result. . But then, our prof mention our system's name. It means that we've passed and we're not going to redefend our system. Weeeee. Hanep! Teary eyed ako lumabas ng room nun. Alam ko naman kasi na we do our very best na nga para madefend ng maayos yung system. Buti nalang najan si Kester, ang aming malupet na programmer!

Kami lang ang regular student sa section namin *3-1* na naapprove agad. Lahat sila magreredefense this coming saturday. Haays. Bakit kaya? Anu kaya naging prublema nila? Magagaling nga sila magprogram e, pero bakit ganun? Hindi ko nga ineexpect na sila pa yung matitira e. Pero sa 3-2 isa lang naiwan na magreredefense. Malulupet talaga sila.

TODAY : seventeenth day of march twenty-O-nine - SYSTEM ANALYSIS AND DESIGN DEFENSE

2AM - natapos ko na yung presentation para sa defense at natulog na ako syempre. Wala pa kaya ako tulog noh. LOL

6AM - time to wake up. We need to be in school as early as 8AM. So ako naman, umalis na ng bahay ng 7:30. Hindi naman sya late pero late na. *ang gulo. xD* Nakasabay ko sila *tetel, enice, cherry* sa may olivares. Taz deretso na kami sa computer shop para magpaprint ng documentations para sa mga panel. Super pa-print! Haha xD andame docu nun. Taz may nagtext, galit na galit na daw yung prof namen kase wala pa daw nagdedefense pero kumpleto na yung panels. Haha una daw makumpleto, isasalang na sa panel. Hanep! Kame ang nauna makompleto! Hahaha Ayun, kahit gusto namen sa ibang panel mapunta, kay Sir Oca na naman kami napunta. He is with Lawrence (programmer daw). Alam na nya buong flow and transactions ng system namen e. Taz ganun, sya na naman. Haha xD Iginisa nila kame! Waaaaa. Hinanda ko na nga sarili ko na magreredefense kami e. Kasi super dami talaga ng errors namen! Hanep sa dame! Lumabas kami sa room ng hindi mapaint ang face. Parang biyernes santo na. Hahaha

2PM - Naglunch. Wahaha Ang late na ng lunch namen e. Kagutom na kasi talaga. Ayun, nauna na kame. Inulanan kami ng sermon nung pumunta na kami sa meeting place. Haha. Tapos ayun, magexplain na si prof kung sinu yung mga panel na nagreject ng system! Haaay. Buti nalang kay Sir Oca, wala daw ibinagsak, nireject or whatsoever. Tinanong ko tuloy si maam kung anu manyayare sa mag rerevise lang ng documentations. Ayun, hindi naman daw magreredefense. Tinanong nya ko kung kaninung panel daw kame. Sabi ko kay sir Oca, ayun, alam ko na pumasa talaga kame. Puro revisions nalang gagawain namen. Pero infairness, mahirap din yung mga revisions na pinapagawa samen. Haaaays. Gawa gawa na naman this week? Haha xD Mamimiss ko toh San gagawa ? Pag uwi ng late. Hindi pagtulog. Hahaha xD sa SSD nalang ulit ! Papasa tau! Ggraduate tau in time.

So pano ba to? Inaantok na ko. More than two hours ko na tinatayp tong blog ko e. Nobela na naman! Amf. May magbasa pa kaya nito?????? Waaaaa. Ang lupet mo dude kung nabasa mo to hanggang dito! Hahaha xD Oras na para umalis. Kumaen at matulog. Wahahaha xD this is it ! I MUST SLEEP WELL!

PS :

* sigh! baket?! Anu ba?! Nakakainis! gusto ko na parang ayaw ko. Waaa. Anu ba kasi? Naguguluhan na din ako e.

OK FOR ORAL DEFENSE

2009-03-14T18:38:00.003+08:00

Hahays. *sleepy while typing*

Hindi pa ko / kame handa para magdefense. Haays. Windang na ko. Amf. So ayun nga, after two days na walang tulugan *idlipan lang :]* e makakatulog na rin ako ngayon ng mahimbing sa aking kama. Namiss ko yun e. Haha xD Weeee. Gagawa sana kami documentations ngayon e, kaso, gusto na nila matulog na muna bago gumawa. Ayun, kaya bukas nalang :) Ahehe.

Anyways, last thursday ko pa yata pinormat laptop. Ayun, Win XP na sya. x_X' Namimiss ko na vista. x_x AhekzZ. Pero okay lang. Makapag-connect lang kame sa database. :]

Dami nanyare nitung linggong toh e. Overnight. Overnight. Insultation of Docu sa SAD. Overnight. Overnight. Haha. Ang dame. LOL xD ( insert something here ) *may ganun? haha xD* Sa dami nun, hindi ko na naiwasan magisip ng mga negative thoughts. Wahaha xD Kaya naman nung may dumaan na jeep sa harapan naming lahat *on our way home to improve our system* may nakalagay sa gilid nya, "NOTHING IS IMPOSIBLE WITH GOD". ;) *hindi yun typo:)* Nice naman talaga ng timing noh. :] Ahaha xD nainspire naman kami ng phrase na yun kaya naman nung gabe, ginanahan kame gumawa kahit almost 40+ hours na kaming walang mga tulog :) Nakapost sa wall yang phrase na yan. Haha xD

(nakapost sa wall)

(nakadikit sa laptop. LOL xD nagpresent kame sa prof kasama yan)

(result ng two days walang tulog)

(this is it! DEFENSE! DEFENSE! DEFENSE!)

(Hahays ;])

Ngayon namang araw na toh, ayun, pinalad naman kaming maapprove for final defense. Requirements kasi sa SAD yung Soft Eng e. Ayun, ayus naman :) Thanks kay tetel at enice na nageffort sa coding :) Sorry, hanngang design lang ako ng interface e. Haha xD Videoke tayo after defense? Haha xD mga plano nyu e. Ipasa muna naten mga defense ha! ;) At sa mga kagroup ko naman na walang ginawa kung hindi magkuyakoy sa isang gilid, MAGTINO KA NAMAN! Haha xD Baka nga ilaglag ka nila sa defense e. Haha xD *may naitulong ka na ba ha?* At sa madaldal na kagroup ko, pakiminimize naman pakiusap! :) Hmm. Pakabait tau, ang bad natin e. ^.6 Ahaha xD GoodLuck sa atin :) Kaya yun! :)

Blogscribers? *what a term?!* Prayers are highly appreciated :) Thanks!

Ayan, nobela na naman aking post. Namiss ko kasi magkwento. Haha xD Sige sige. 'Gang ditu nalang muna ;) may naggugulo saken sa YM e. LOL xD

PS:

* Naka 1.75 ako sa ECOLOGY! Ang bait talaga ni God saken :D Ahehe.

I MISS MY WORLD

2009-03-11T20:50:00.001+08:00

LOL xD

So ayun nga, I really miss my world. Natagalan ang hindi ko pagoonline nitung mga nakaraang araw. Padaa daan lang ako ng post sa blog tsaka plurk e. At dahil dun, malaki pa ang naging kasalanan ko. Wahaha xD Quiet na nga ko next time :D

Haays. So stay in lang naman kame sa house ng classmate ko para lang gumawa ng rejected na system. Aww. Sayang ang time. Amp. *We're always fooling around lang kasi e* T.T Sigh! Nakaplano na ireformat ang laptop na toh bukas. Wahaha xD XP here I come. *excited mag XP?* xD

[ there is something that deserves to be hidden ] :D

Woot ! Haays. Sa monday na defense nun. Wahaha xD Hanep sa CRAM. Amp! Patayan na toh. xD Hoho. Till here :)

PS:

* 39 hourse awake and still counting

* "Panda na may yakap na kawayan" Wat Da Pak ? ROFL xD

me wants to cry

2009-03-09T23:49:00.000+08:00

Since I'm currently waiting for my download to finish, I must do productive things such as updating my blog. Sigh!

One more week to go before this crucial stage of my third year life as a college will come to an end. But before that, there are lots / loads of schoolworks that needs to be accomplished as early as possible.

I am goddamn tired and mad about this SQL Server 2005. Hindi ko talaga sya magawaan ng paraan. Nakakainis na talaga. Lintek! Gusto pa nya magreformat ako ng laptop. Wala naman ako makuhang vista sa mga stands na may product key. *sorry naman. demanding. Vista din kasi gusto ng mga kapatid ko e.* Haay. So ayun. Nakakaiyak na talaga. Hindi ko pa din sya maayos. Waaaaa. Ayoko na nga. X(

So ayun, ang laki nyang problema para saken. Haaay. I really wanna cry na talaga. Taz magoovernight pa pala kami bukas *tuesday*. Hindi pa ko nagpapaalam kay daddy. Nakooo! Mukang wala pa syang balak na payagan ako. T.T Tsk ~

Hanggang ditu na nga lang muna. Nababadtrip lang ako e. x(